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Name: Jess
Location: West Virginia, United States
Birthday: 4/27/1989
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 11/29/2003

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Wednesday, April 14, 2004

i think imma make a new s/n...hm...yea..i am..i'm doing it right now..comment if you want the name


Tuesday, April 13, 2004

my head hurts

i dont feel good

i'm unhappy

and noone is making it any better


stormy spent tha night

I have Shallow Hal to watch

and books to keep me company

o..and i think theres hope for me and **him** ((but only becuz derrick banerjee said so!!! and we all KNOW you HAVE to listen to derrick.. haha luv ya bub))

...so yea...your all lozers..every single one of you..

leave me love so i will feel special <3


Monday, April 12, 2004

i cud neva EVA EVA IN A MILLION YEARS tell him i liked him britt..

1- I'm ShY
2- I'm not his ""type"" he likes people like Katie Prather
3- i just can't..i'm constantly afraid of rejection
and 4..i dont think if i wudnt have broken my ankle he wuda neva noticed me..the only reason he notices me now is cuz well he gets outta class so many minutes early

and i dun friggin care if whoever reads this knows who it is..cuz i know i havent told many people but i just dont care anymore..i neva have a chance anyway..


if you guys love my you will post a comment <3

if noone comments i will be saddend

so that means leave a comment...

 

Secret Lovers I hate to think of this… I hate to say it out loud… I don’t want things to be this way… I don’t want to be this sad… I think of what we would be… I think of what you would say… If only you knew… Of my love... I dream of you being happy… I dream of being in your arms… I dream you’re not scared anymore… I want you to know how great we could be… How happy our futures could be… Together… I think of us as one… I think of what everyone could see… And what they couldn’t… I love you… And I always will… Secretly…

Liking your best friend's man is bad...smiling inside when they break up is even worse...going out with him when your best friend is still in love is horrible..but watching her walking away from you in hatred is the worst thing yet... <<never happened..just nice to keep in mind

no one can cut me deep enough to bleed no one can keep me long enough from being freed no one can hurt me bad enough to make me cry no one can crush me enough to make my spirit die no one can hit me hard enough to bruise no one can beat me enough to make me loose

Picking up the Pieces It blew my mind into a million pieces, to think I would be doing that to myself. Why do I do what I do, I don't know It started out so innocently, what happened? I let myself go too far, and now I'll have to recover. When will the pain stop, when will I be myself again? I feel so empty. When will I see the light? I realize what I am doing, but everytime I try to recover, I slip and fall right back onto my face. All I want is to feel beautiful, all I want is to feel loved

 

 

I wish to be with you, But I know i can't. There is no way you will ever want me, I watch you everyday with all those girls. I wish to be one of them, But I know I can't. You will only love those who are like you. So I can never be with you.

 

yup thats how i feel right there..the last poem..read it and maybe you will understand my hurt...



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